They're back...

yea yea~ my parents are back from Mecca.. happy and relieved that they came back safely, and i prayed for a mabrur hajj :)

today we went to wait for them at Sultan Abdul Halim Airport. the flight was delayed, instead of at 3 pm.. it was due on 9pm.. so, the siblings++ rushed there with 3 cars, at 8 smthing pm.. trust me, it was a bit chaotic..haishh~

anyway, there's an airport pakcik who gave Pina some money, becoz she reminds him of his daughter. auww~ Pina, being herself is so blurred, but took the money.. what can you expect, he's a total stranger, and she's just a 1-yr-and-9-months toddler, hee :)

Unmistakable...

BSB lyrics from their song unmistakable.. i love the lyrics, very meaningful and in a way reflects my way of thinking..

Unmistakable

Anytime, Anywhere, Any Place
You could be anyone today
Maybe I will recognize you on a crowded street
Maybe you'll take me by surprise
Will you be the one I had in mind?

There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to Face
Like I am imagining
Baby how can I be sure that you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be unmistakable?

People say we're watching life through a glass
Desparately waiting on a chance
I know you're out there, holding on,
holding out for me

How're we gonna know the time is right?
What if you're here and I'm just blind?

There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to Face
Like I am imagining
Baby how can I be sure
That you're the one I'm waiting for
Will you be unmistakable?

How can I know a song I've never heard?
How will I know your voice when you haven't said a word?

How do I know how this will end?
Before we begin
Before we begin

There'll come a day
When you walk out of my dreams
Face to Face
(Face to Face)
Like I am imagining
(Like I am imagining)
Baby how can I be sure
(how can I be sure)
That you're the one I'm waiting for
(you're the one I'm waiting for)
Will you be, will you be , Will you be, Will you be, Will you be , Will you be
Unmistakable, Unmistakable



...

wanita jenis apakah?

one of my friend posted this on her bulletin... to believe this or not, i don't know..

WANITA TANAH
************

WANITA TANAH dilahirkan di bawah zodiak;

Taurus (21 April-20 Mei),
Virgo (24 Ogos-23 September) dan
Capricon (22 Disember-20 Januari).

• Seorang yang boleh dijangka, berwibawa dan praktikal.
• Penyabar dan bertolak ansur, mempunyai kehendak dalaman dari segi emosi dan material.
• Semangat produktif dan gigih yang disertai dengan sikap berhati hati menjadikan wanita tanah berkemampuan mencapai kejayaan dalam perniagaan.
• Kebijaksanaan dan kepintaran yang diperolehi sering tersembunyi oleh air muka semulajadi yang pendiam dan tenang.
• Sifat marah yang terkawal serta keperluan untuk keteguhan dan kawalan sering terbawa bawa dalam perhubungan yang amat konservatif, serius dan sederhana.
• Tidak mudah menunjukkan sifat penyayang tetapi wanita tanah adalah seorang kekasih yang setia dan berwibawa.


WANITA API
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WANITA API dilahirkan di bawah lambang;
* Aries (21 Mac-20 April),
* Leo (24 Julai-23 Ogos) dan
* Sagittarius (23 November-21 Disember).

• Dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin
• Mempunyai kekuatan diri dan biasanya enggan menerima pendapat orang lain walaupun ianya benar.
• Seorang yang artistik dan sukar dijangka, tetapi biasanya romantis dan tidak pemalu.
• Mempunyai personaliti suka menguasai dan mendominasi tetapi boleh mengimbangi sifat sifat ini dengan sikap yang pemurah, mesra dan menunjukkan sifat yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu yang disukainya.
• Suka berterus terang dan tidak berselindung menyebabkan orang yang dikasihi merasa sedih dan terhiris.
• Jujur dan mahu hubungan peribadi berjalan dengan lancar. Wanita api harus diberikan ruang yang cukup luas untuk menjadikan perhubungan itu terus berkesan.
• Tidak keberatan untuk beralih arah jika berasa tertekan.

WANITA ANGIN
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Mereka ini lahir di bawah lambang ;
* Gemini (22 Mei-21 Jun),
* Libra (24 September-23 Oktober) dan
* Aquarius (21 Januari-19 Februari).

• Berterus terang, berminda aktif dan gemar mencari kepelbagaian dalam setiap aspek kehidupan.
• Berfikiran terbuka, mempunyai daya imaginasi dan inovatif, bagi mereka segalanya boleh dicapai.
• Bergaya, tenang dan tidak cerewet serta mempunyai keinginan semulajadi untuk mengamalkan sikap diplomasi dan saling bekerjasama bersungguh sungguh.
• Sanggup mengorbankan kehendak atau idea mereka sendiri demi mencapai keharmonian dan mengelakkan perselisihan atau konflik.
• Sentiasa gigih untuk mendapatkan cinta yang terunggul, untuk berkonfrantasi.
• Kurang cenderung untuk menyampaikan perasaan sebenar yang terpendam dalam hati mereka.
• Dikenali dan diingati kerana sifat romantis dan manja.


WANITA AIR
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WANITA AIR terdiri daripada mereka yang lahir di bawah zodiak;
* Cancer (22 Jun-23 Julai)
* Scorpio (24 Oktober-22 November) dan
* Pisces (20 Februari-20 Mac).
• Mempunyai sifat semulajadi untuk berkembang maju.
• Mereka ini dipandu oleh perasaan hati dan mempunyai sifat mudah bersimpati, berdaya imaginatif, sentimental, mempunyai perasaan yang berubah-ubah dan berhati hati.
• Tenang dan mudah tersentuh oleh emosi orang orang yang berada disekeliling dan cepat mengeluarkan air mata dalam sebarang situasi yang menyedihkan.
• Mudah mengikut rentak emosi orang lain dan juga diri sendiri.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Alhamdulillah... raya thn ni masih bermakna, walaupn mak abah pegi menunaikan haji.. kmi adik bradik managed to pull it through.. buat ketupat palas, buat soto, gi solat aidiladha, jalan2 gi umah sedara mara sndiri.. cm ni la rasa berdikari

Farewell Cohort BBQ dinner

So... almost the end.. today, we had a farewell BBQ night at IPBA compound, around 8 pm.. i enjoyed myself there!

Marriage?

Before marriage:
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: NO! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: NO! Why you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Yes!
She: Will you hit me?
He: No way! I'm not such kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?

Now after the marriage you can read it from bottom to the tOP...


...

the good old days

tringat kat kwn2 ktrg nih... gloria n her husband cico, shay, E, n ryan..

Walimah di Sg Besar

Still at Vista..

bersiap utk konvoi ke Sg Besar for Effa's wedding.. Naek keta ngn Yume, apah, raihan n Nisa..maklum la ex skoolmate ktrg

all in all, it's good to be reunited and share ur friend's happiness.. alhamdulillah, selamat berkahwin Effa n Ezra..

let's just take a look at the pics okay

Mak Abah gi Makkah

huuu... mak abah berangkat gi haji arini..alhamdulillah, ini yg di nantikan oleh mrka..

sibuk sungguh arini dan semalam.. rmai org mlawat, natijahnya, kena buat air n hidangkan kuih muih.. takpe, memuliakan tetamu. eh, tpi kan, arini mak abah nak btolak ke airport kol 2.. org mkin lma mkin rmai la plk.. heran dah, cemas pn iye jgk.. smbil iron bju nih, dok tgk jam.. dah 1.45.. biar btul, takkan nak kna bncuh air lagi kot.. cemas dah ni, cemas.. dah la x siap2 lagi.. hoo, rupanya ada bca2 doa sket sblm b'angkat... punya la ignorant daku (maybe panic kot)

kt airport pn, envronmt dia cam laen sket... ada unsur2 sebak + syukur.. ada rsa sedey, gembira, t'haru (ntah knape nk tharu ntah.. harap2 mrka slamat mnunaikan ibadah haji di sana... doakan kmi kat sini ye abah, mak..

esok brthday mak, dia sambut kt atas flight nmpaknya..

ooookayy....

sya plk kena balik ke KL sjurus sahaja anta mak abah.. tket bas to KL was at 5, so sempat la.. no need to rush.. pendekkan crita, i met this one adik.. very friendly that i felt i knew her since i was born, hoho.. friendly in a good way (this is a compliment ok) sempat la berborak2.. smpai KL dah pkl 11 mlam... waduh, kok seram juge sya pda waktu itu.. sebbaek kwn2 ku yume n apah snggup dtg jemput.. pastu trus minum2 kat Old Town White Coffee~! yeaaa... dgn ini misi 'the coffee hunt' ku dah bermula.. pastu gi ke umah diorg kat Vista...

esok akan gi Kenduri walimah Effa..

sabar

ya Allah...

sabar sabar sabar......

tak sangka, kwan2 sndri buat mcm ni... mcam2 dlm otak ni....

"i wish u guys were a stranger i could disengaged..

your words and actions pierced thru my heart..

u could always ask me 'are u okay'...

I even cried because of you guys, for God's sake! (which made it harder...to forgive)

I'm sorry i was mad, but i was angry and sad "

biar lah.. masing2 ada personality sendiri... this event made me reevaluate friendship, and my own self.. susah nak percaya lagi kt org.. tak sangka macam ni ending to our 5 years togetherness.. no need to show me any more kindness, hati dah tawar.. xpe ah, salah diri sndri kot

ntahh la

I'm sorry i acted in that way, but understand this, i was hurt by what u guys did and by what you didn't do, as my friend

Hurm

I signed into my YM this evening, after more than a week...

*no comment*

thanks for making my day gloomy

open house, i like~

Intel here, Intel there.... We are in an Intel course. Tired and bored of this, my room mates (Mai and Nida) and I planned for a breakaway...

So.....we went to an open house event held by Kementrian Belia dan Sukan at Bukit Jalil.. we were so determined, I don't know why..hehe, free foods i guess.. Fantastic and a lot of foods (believe me, A LOT!)....

Malaysian Food!

While enjoying the satay, our eyes caught hold of some public figures.. the menteriS artists etc... and then, we saw AWAL ASHAARI! yea~!

of course he was quite an easy target.. with cameras pointed at him, the air he got around him and also his height. He walked and passed our table. He flashed his 'dazzling smile', and of course after the smile-exchange, I helplessly can't get myself to ask for a snap with him.. (aiyok..) yang member2 kat sebelah pn cam tgamam aje..

so to conclude my day there -->

No: picture

but...

Yes: Awal's Charming-Smile, great foods, and good companies..

they really made my day

\(^-^)/

anyway, later on.. we went to Bkt Jalil to help Mai pack her things up, and headed to Bkt Antarabangsa.. The end.. (vain nyer ending,hoho)..

almost the end

salam...

Tmrw will be my final day with these kids, and to step foot in the school, teaching, attending assemblies, going for relief classes etc.... yea, i know it sounds like i'm already missing them..indeed, i am! isk isk.. they are rascals but they are definitely my angels :)

so...i asked the students to write an informal letter, but a goodbye letter to me, hehe (sambil mnyelam minum air).. today, I've read some of it, the other half, I'll have to wait after this friday, which is tmrw to be read. Why? because I gave them choices, whether they want me to read it after or before i leave the school. I'll post some of the interesting-to-share ones here later... (The 'after' envelope was thicker by the way)..

Hm, i know i should be happy.. no more stressful day, lesson planning till 3 in the morning, frequent visit from lecturer/teacher..but I can't help to feel sad. Suddenly today, a thought flitted through my mind. I can still remember how hard it was when I was learning Arabic, and how I struggle with the language. I replaced my situation with my students', in learning BI.. There and then, I wish I could have made things better for them.. Really hope that these students had acquired some knowledge from me, whether for education or real-life.


ohh malasnya nak smbung buat keja..okay2..you do what you have to do..... till then

Kantoi @ Bilik Guru

alhamdulillah~ yesh, udah masuk minggu ke 10 praktkum... sabar dan trus bersabar.. ho, sabar dengan kekangan.. don't get me wrong, i love my students, and i'm grateful to teach in SMK Sri Permaisuri.. but then, the stresses and workloads are too much to bear.. sometimes i felt provoke beyond reason..

Today, the cooperating lecturer, Miss N, just pop-up and went into my class, after slashing my lesson plan here and there, and inserting some major addition to it. I'm thankful for the guidance, but.. I was left 5 mins to prepare the-new-needed-materials, aiyok... Miss N just smile and said, 'lets see if you can adapt'.. *smmiillee* tercabar sehh time tu.. so _>buat2 - ketar2 - bukak buku.. akhirnya, i managed, alhamdulillah.... hmm, yg agak hampeh nya...

**** Sebelum itu*****

Suddenly Miss N rushed out from bilik guru, it seemed like she's going back, without observing my last 2 periods of the day... (dah tadah tangan bersyukur dah masa tu)...
so, my colleague and I started having a short sharing session. She shared with me what happen in her class (biasa la tu), and I shared my feeling with her (once in a blue moon,heh)..my lines during that time were,
"hmm, she said that this is not a good lesson plan.. Just because i couldn't write good lesson objectives and the set induction, does it means that everything is not good? it brings me down, you know"... Then, *voila~* Miss N appeared at the door.. cis ciss, kantoi! aiyokkk, mna nak sorok muka.. tgh buat luahan perasaan, kantoi plk... harap2 nothing serious, i guess...

2 kali dah arini, tadi tgh wat gaya spastik, ada guru lelaki jenguk kt compartment ktrg.. cis cis ciss lagi skali.. moral of the story.. takyah lah luahkan perasaan kt kawasan bahaya, tmbah plk x penah2 sembang psl tu sblm ni, tiba2 je bercerita...

Kakak ku Kawen...

Pina-chan

cemas cemas... kakak akan kawen! dah balik ke AS by now,tmpang kak midah. hehe.. i arrived on the 16th night and straight away help up with the preparation.. tlg giling inai n kemas rumah...and felt asleep dlm blik pgantin, on the floor... nak dijadikan cerita, my mes amis yg volunteer nak tulun2, arrived by bus on the 17th, 4 am at AS..I was asleep! x sedar ada call. to make things worst, i left my handphone at the living room... nasib baek abg dtg ketuk pntu tnya dalam pkl 4 stgh tuh...trus call Nida. diorg dah otw to my house, on a Taxi! huhuhu, ampun kwn2... pagi2 buta naek teksi.. gomene, i'm a bad hostess... Tau2 ada teksi berenti dpn umah at 5 in the morning.. lepas tu kna la sejenak dua sesi memperdengarkan kata-kata hikmah dripada abah.. pastu mak pn ada jgk myampaikan kekecewaan dia...mintak maappp semua.. huuu~

Despite that, yg laen2 tu okay... akad nikah di buat kat msjid Telok Chengai at 4 pm...i couldn't be with my sister on this big moment.. someone had to look after the house and get ready for the pihak lelaki right? Alhamdulillah, semua bjalan lancar... despite ketiadaan sapra (yg lapik2 makanan tuh)....

Kek bertingkat2

My friends were really helpful.. we hunted down dresses for flower girls, their little crowns, bought wedding a cake, do some laundry, picked flowers and fruits for hantaran.. fiuhh~ alhamdulillah.... and thanks my frensw

Trip to Langkawi!!

IPBA cuti lebih sminggu dri cuti skolah, jadi ktrg gi ke Langkawi.. best mmg best, x kalut sgt sbb after school hols... beshh~

we did ride the banana boat! yeaaa~ memorable trip

Decision making

Would we defy the norms?

My 1st entry, after months of creating this blog.. sya tak reti main bahasa ni, cuma tiba2 rasa nak mnulis.. maybe bercakap tentang, decision making..

Who says that making a decision is easy? maybe..if you throw a dice or flip a coin... kadang2 dah decide then revise balik, mcm nak ubah blik pn ada..

As a student, I'm sure most of us faced dilemma in deciding the correct answers for exams, especially for MCQ....Recently I read on 'the first instinct fallacy'..I still remember how I was advised to stick to the 1st answer I picked, as the tendency of getting the correct answer is higher.. However, as suggested by the title, it's a fallacy.. jengjengjeng.. That's because, on average, test takers most often change answers from incorrect to correct, which improve their test scores..

Another thing, basically, it's our mind set.. the research suggests that when we change our answer, we tend to remember more if our answer is correct to wrong.. Contoh yang dia bagi, macam kita berbaris nak bayar in a supermarket.. then we changed to another line... according to the researcher, most people have the feeling that as soon as they switch, their new line slows down and their old one speeds up.. (yup2, betui tuh).. ye la, sometimes the grass on the other side is always greener..

so, teori ni buleh applikasi dlm kehidupan seharian tak? depends on the situation kot..(jwpan slamat).. dalam situasi sya skrg, nak truskan jadi cekgu ke tak? 1st instinct blur.. instinct sterusnya kacau bilau, hurm... susah nak cakap..skrg tgh practicum, and I found out : sya suka ngaja.. tpi unnecessary workload tu mmg discouraging... 4 thun cntract..we'll see, i guess...

kalau yg typical scenario, bab pilih psangan... em, aritu tgh 'sindarella' kt tv3, last episod dia tulih.. "kpada yg bcinta, cinta tak semestinya bersatu, lebih2 lagi cinta pertama.." touche! jadi, pndai2 la buat kputusan.. bab hati perasaan ni susah.. ingat la, kalau pilih sayuran, buah or ikan ada guideline nyer.. macam tu jgk la dlm hal nih.. sentiasa beringat2, jgn belakangkan agama.. so, u pikir laa sndiri~ assalamualaikum! (gaya Nabil)..